man... crazy day. it all started last night. shoulda been studying for all the tests i had today, and dont get me wrong. i made an attempt, but attempt being the key word. cuz about 5 min into it i was snoozin. so the outcome, stress during all the tests i had to take. coupled by the fact that i have a boys state application due on monday, the wrriten exam for my pilots license also needs to be done sometime soon, and i wanted to do that tomorrow, but i dont foresee that happening. o well, ill just have to shove it to monday. along with the rest of my life. thatll be the new phrase. "ill just shove it to monday" its the weekend man! life isnt suppose to be like this. its suppose to be laid back and chill. lately yea right. welcome to adulthood. or an upperclassmen, which is like a pre requisite to becoming an adult. well screw that. i dont like it. i guess the tests didnt go too bad today. it was just all that studying for my written exam that just about drove my fist through the wall. i seriously wanted to punch something. if i saw an airplane right now, i might just kick it. flying has been my passion and obsession, but ive never had to study for something im very passionate about. last time i liked a girl, i didnt study her. i'd be crazy if i did. im beginning to think im crazy for studying flight. almost takes the fun out of it. but i kno in the end it will be completley worth it and ill discredit everything ive just said. but for now, im not feelin the whole studying thing. ive had to do it too much lately and its just weighin me down. i just realized that after all that venting, none of it was drama related. i guess thats either a good thing or a bad thing. on the one hand, it means my life is fairly drama free, but on the other hand, it means my life lacks socially. or so it would seem. but i kno it doesnt so ill stick with the first idea. good thing. no drama. sweet. like that. the end.
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